I envy those with simpler lives for I believe their hearts ache less. Swords comprised of the chaos I fantasized, bleeds me out of my chest. I sit for a moment, wishing to be you -- until I realize -- simple you are not, demons opposed to chaos is what you choose.
I do not recognize anything or anybody, and yet, I do not feel alone. The kind, gentle aroma confuses me, as if I have never been touched by a soul so genuine. So gentle. So kind. Its simply a tender attraction maintaining a fragile connection.
Have... the courage to be imperfect; the compassion to be kind to yourself -- and then to others; Have authenticity. Be willing... to let go of who you think you should be -- to be who you are to tell your story with your whole heart Have the authenticity and the courage to understand that... Continue Reading →
Feelings fleet faster than they arrive, as if something circles in the air pervasively flooding your body with blank ink. Not black. Not red. Blank. The blankness numbs you; there is no anger and no tears -- just the pervading thoughts. I feel like I have been training my whole life for this... The acceptance,... Continue Reading →
JANUARY 16th, 2018: Scattered eyes, scattered minds, racing for a seat. Cityscapes blur, sounds fade; Momentum slows weighted by monotony pervading through the space; Sensations go unnoticed as my daydreams circle once more. Lost in the moment, a connection electrifies through my body. Quickened rhythms beat to the tapping foot of my soul. The energy... Continue Reading →
Call me Jay 