Frequently I picture our life together, and of course, we live happily ever after. As if that is how it actually happens... As if distance will not separate us, As if time will not punish us, As if you shared your feelings of depth, As if I shared mine at all. Frequently I picture you... Continue Reading →
she reached. you grabbed. & i fell when you let me go. ode to the day someone might choose to save me instead.
I have talked myself into you so many times -- sometimes I stop to think where my soul would have wandered if I hadn't.
I think of who I used to be and sadness looms, for the sentimentalism of the past always seems to interfere with the progress we work so hard to make.
Feelings fleet faster than they arrive, as if something circles in the air pervasively flooding your body with blank ink. Not black. Not red. Blank. The blankness numbs you; there is no anger and no tears -- just the pervading thoughts. I feel like I have been training my whole life for this... The acceptance,... Continue Reading →
Call me Jay 